Well it is shortly after 4AM.  Robbie left like 20 minutes ago to do his first jump from an airplane today.  Of course I tried to go back to bed, but that itsn't going to happen.  He does not jump until somewhere between 10 and 12 today.  Tomorrow he has 2 jumps,  Wednesday he has 2 jumps (one of them is at 9PM),  then Thursday is out processing, Friday is graduation, and then the 6 hour drive home.  Tony will be home from Iraq for a couple of weeks.  Robbie is really looking forward to seeing him.  Our one year is a week from today. Kinda scary actually.  I really need to get some sleep.  The past few nights have been horrible with work, and having to drive out to Tampa so my license does not get suspended, and the awesome district championship game, and then chili's afterwards and then packing.  I have not been able to sleep well here.  And I won't be going back to bed today because I will be worrying about Robbie.  I wish he would not tell me about the shoots that don't open.  He thinks it's funny that I worry.  One day he will be in the position to worry about me, and then it won't be so funny.  But that is Robbie for you.  Since day one.  His sense of humor has always been a little off, but I still love him for what it is worth.  I guess Robbie's mom decided not to come up here because I am up here.  I guess she hates me that much.  Whatever that is the last thing I am going to lose sleep over, she does not know me, nor has she tried to get to know me.  Everyone that knows me knows that I am a good person.  Its her loss, not mine.  But hey at least it gives me some time with Robbie, since aside from our one year, I will not get much when I am home.  I should have seen it coming a long time ago really, that his mom was going to be this way.  She has always been like this towards me, but it was just a little more disguised, I could go on forever listing things that she has done, but I will spare you and myself from having to go through that.  I don't know why I am so shocked now though.  I guess it is just that I always try to find good in everyone no matter how they act towards me.  But this is getting a little crazy really.  Its been a year now, obviously I don't plan on going anywhere.  OK I am done for today talking about this is not going to help it go away.  Actually nothing is going to change the way she acts, so I am just going to have to be the bigger person. 

Another stupid storm is heading towards Florida.  Pinellas county should be fine, as usual.  If we get bad rain and thunder Bacardi will trip out.  Poor dog is such a baby, but he is my baby and I miss him so much.  I hope my moose is enjoying my car!!!  After riding in Robbie's truck this weekend, I am glad that I went with the luxury car over the the truck I was looking at.  Not to mention I couldn't park the truck anyway.  But anyway I am about out of things to write about I think.  Oh yeah when I get back, I am going to the gym and getting back into cardio classes.  Kickboxing here I come.  I am tired of being fat.  Since my mom and brother are doing good on their new diet and exercise plans, might as well get myself back into shape. 

Oh yeah the weather here......GORGEOUS!!!!  It is really cold in the early morning and at night, but in the early afternoon and such it is so beautiful outside.  I think I might go outside and read some magazines while I am waiting for Robbie to get back.  I was a picnic table under a tree yesterday so I might go there and just relax.  I will probably try calling Jenn again.  That girl is the hardest person to get  a hold of I swear!!  She needs a vacation that is for sure.  I worry about her.  She needs to slow down and get a chance to breathe everyonce in awhile.  My mom too. She works way too much.  I do not think I got those gene's lol.  I downplay how much I work, I really do work, but I take lots of vacation's too.  Ahhh whatever I do not need to justify anything, anyone who thinks I don't work is just jealous that they do not have a mom as good as mine (who might on the occasion spoil me...a little....) :0)  Ok seriously I am done for now.  Love ya all!!

Well we got fourth place in the tournament.  We won our first 2 games and we lost our last 2, but not with out an awesome fight.  My mom said that we would have won the first game against Berkeley because on one of the game points, the girl from Berkeley stepped out of bounds and the ref's didn't catch it.  Oh well.  I am so proud of my girls.  Everyone did so good!  Yay to Alex getting her first serve over!!! I knew she could do it.  I am too tired to write about everyone, but they all did great.  I wasn't even mad either time we lost.  Anyway that is it for now.  I am going to bed and it's not even 7. LOL

Peace Out!

Well I didn't really talk to Robbie much today on the phone.  We were on the phone for a long time but neither of us really talked.  We just kinda sat there while I watched a movie and he played a video game.  I can't believe our one year is almost here. 

There is only like a week and a half left of volleyball.  I am gonna miss them despite days like today.  Practice was a mess.  i tried to not make them run, but sometimes they just dont try.  I don't get why they don't try all of the time since they have more fun and they play better when they try.  It is only frustrating for them and for me when they let balls drop.  It killed me to make them run, but I tried to give them the chance.  I told them they needed to pick up their playing or they would be running.  And they wonder why they haven't been playing at the top of thier game.  They definately had the skills to be an undefeated team, but their problem is they don't want to work for it.  Ok I shouldn't say they don't want to work for it,  somoe of them don't want to work for it.  And those few who don't want to put forth the effort are bringing down the whole team.  I doubt they want me to move up to Varsity now, even though Little Crosby will make them run ALOT more than I have.  Hopefully they will pick it up for the game against Shorecrest. 

I don't want to go in to Publix it will complete my already horrible day.  Please shoot me now.